It's good to feel like I'm making deliberate decisions.
You know Dickens? The best of times, the worst of times?? Yup. That pretty much sums it up. I feel privy to a perspective that is generally fleeting... I'm seeing in on the present. Not quite like hindsight, but more like an out of body experience. And with this sense of balance, order, entropy and chaos. No, it's not all perfect. But I see all of the little offshoots... the ones that could carry me into different worlds, and the eddies that linger before swirling away into the undercurrent. It's quite an experience... the most interesting part of it, seeing where I'm in control, and where I'm not.
Here we go, Day 121: https://ia600807.us.archive.org/6/items/Improv121311/12_13_117_42Pm.mp3