Yet... despite that twinge of suffering in missing, I send giant, happy heaps (overwhelming, even) of celebratory excitement and energy as much as I can. I only hope it can be felt over such great distances.
And if there's the other thing, a moment of dark, I miss being there for that honor, too. For truly, if someone can share their dark with you, it really is a privilege.
Here we go, Day 198: https://ia700808.us.archive.org/12/items/Improv22812/20120228213426.mp3